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Fun Quiz Thingamajig
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Leave me a comment and I'll do the following:
1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you what Element I think you belong to (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.).
4) Tell you what character you remind me of. (videogame, cartoon, ect.)
5) Ask you a question, and you must answer.
6) Tell you something I like about you.
7) Give you a nickname.
8) Tell you what animal you remind me of. :3
9) Tell you what food remind me of
10) Tell you to do one in your journal too.
Yeap. Not dead. Whoo.
As you've probably noticed as of late (if you are a watcher or such), I've been a lazy person who hasn't been posting anything. I am a broke person who needs a scanner or Paint Tool Sai, and until I scrape up some money to buy one of these things (if I even end up buying them lol), I'll just be doing literature pieces (you've probably noticed some come up in your inbox, watchers). I think I'll do some commisions once I get a little more popular.
I will now start taking requests. So, you guys have a choice. Fanservice, poetry, one-shots, full chapter stories... I'm leaving the subject matter of the writing pieces up to you. Unless I receive a specific request, I'll just write whatever the heck I feel like writing every Saturday. Mark your calenders (if you even care lol)!
1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you what Element I think you belong to (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.).
4) Tell you what character you remind me of. (videogame, cartoon, ect.)
5) Ask you a question, and you must answer.
6) Tell you something I like about you.
7) Give you a nickname.
8) Tell you what animal you remind me of. :3
9) Tell you what food remind me of
10) Tell you to do one in your journal too.
Yeap. Not dead. Whoo.
As you've probably noticed as of late (if you are a watcher or such), I've been a lazy person who hasn't been posting anything. I am a broke person who needs a scanner or Paint Tool Sai, and until I scrape up some money to buy one of these things (if I even end up buying them lol), I'll just be doing literature pieces (you've probably noticed some come up in your inbox, watchers). I think I'll do some commisions once I get a little more popular.
I will now start taking requests. So, you guys have a choice. Fanservice, poetry, one-shots, full chapter stories... I'm leaving the subject matter of the writing pieces up to you. Unless I receive a specific request, I'll just write whatever the heck I feel like writing every Saturday. Mark your calenders (if you even care lol)!
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Health... Yay...
2 min read
Current State if the Union:
These past few weeks I've been training a lot...
Geez, sometimes I wonder why ballet got the reputation for being easy and girly (Yes, I'm a bellerina). I mean, there's so much training that goes into it that it rivals professional sports in the sheer amount.
Yoga, P90X, healthy eating... Lots of health stuff. I feel great, don't get me wrong, but it takes so. Much. Time.
Did an hour of yoga today... I already feel more flexible than I was. And trust me, I was pretty flexible in the first place. Though, I've noticed my balance factor has lowered a lot. I can barely do a double spin anymore without losing balance. And you kind of need balance if you're gonna do an hour of Yoga. Especially when your knees are behind your ears and you're fighting everything you've got not to fall. XD
And technology still hates me. I couldn't even check my DeviantArt messages for about two weeks because my messages wouldn't show up. And my printer has now decided to print every other word. I'm laughing at myself. XD Ah, technology is simply wonderful, ain't it?
I have no idea when I'm gonna get my lazy butt up and do some artwork. Lately I've been doing a lot of practicing and studies, slowly inching my way to becoming good... I probably should officially announce that this is a hiatus. My scanner needs to go bald and die.
Bye bye!
These past few weeks I've been training a lot...
Geez, sometimes I wonder why ballet got the reputation for being easy and girly (Yes, I'm a bellerina). I mean, there's so much training that goes into it that it rivals professional sports in the sheer amount.
Yoga, P90X, healthy eating... Lots of health stuff. I feel great, don't get me wrong, but it takes so. Much. Time.Did an hour of yoga today... I already feel more flexible than I was. And trust me, I was pretty flexible in the first place. Though, I've noticed my balance factor has lowered a lot. I can barely do a double spin anymore without losing balance. And you kind of need balance if you're gonna do an hour of Yoga. Especially when your knees are behind your ears and you're fighting everything you've got not to fall. XD
And technology still hates me. I couldn't even check my DeviantArt messages for about two weeks because my messages wouldn't show up. And my printer has now decided to print every other word. I'm laughing at myself. XD Ah, technology is simply wonderful, ain't it?
I have no idea when I'm gonna get my lazy butt up and do some artwork. Lately I've been doing a lot of practicing and studies, slowly inching my way to becoming good... I probably should officially announce that this is a hiatus. My scanner needs to go bald and die.
Bye bye!
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Long rant about peoplez...
6 min read
As you will soon learn, I enjoy going on rants that are excessively long and detailed... I have very detailed opinions... I think I should join the debate team, but I might end up taking too much time since I have so much to say and start boring people... 
I personally think that people these days are simply too controlling and sensitive... Nobody can let anything go anymore, and nobody can agree without some drama. Honestly, people need to learn to let things go and open their minds just the SMALLEST bit sometimes...
Nobody can let what they think go silent for five seconds, you know?
There's a difference between voicing your opinion, and shoving your beliefs down everyone's throats, therefore condemning everyone that doesn't share your opinion to burning in hell for the rest of their days (which leads to yet ANOTHER battle of beliefs that religion goes into).
People get overexcited with beliefs and automatically assume that anyone that thinks different than them is wrong and sick...
And apparantly doing that is really normal for people, which I don't understand at all, since my parents raised me to be open-minded and accepting. My parents even let me choose what religion what I wanted to be when I was very young, and are open to letting me change to whatever religion I want to now. They have always told me that they would support me all the way. They are open to me being gay or lesbian as well. They teach me what is needed to be taught, like life skills for surviving in this world and their own beliefs, but my leash is pretty much gone. They taught me anything I asked them about, rather than telling me to wait until I was old enough to know. They treat me as an adult. I am free to choose what I believe and want.
I have received a lot of benefits from this upbringing, I'll tell you now. A lot of people (trolls, I am WATCHING YOU!
) will say my parents are hippies. Frankly, I think they are too. But look at me now; I'm a thirteen year old straight A student (I haven't even gotten an A- yet!) who can speak more than one language, got the highest ISTEP scores in my school for Science and Language Arts, plans to be an author, and has been dubbed the one person to go to when you've got problems at my school by my peers. I matured faster mentally than my peers, and slid into puberty and resonsibility better than anyone I know. And no one helped me with any of it. I've gotten to where I am now with only my parents' support and assurance. "Mommy" didn't come in and volunteer for everything the school had to offer and help me with my homework every night.
That's why I always found it weird when I made friends with kids with conservative parents who didn't know anything about the world; they were always incredibly sheltered. I even have a friend (my age) who didn't know about 9/11 until I told her last year, because her parents and family didn't let her hear any of it. (She told me that she wanted to throw a party on September eleventh, and I told her that was crazy. She didn't even know why.)
Everyone around me either learned about life from friends their age, who often got the facts wrong, or the internet. It was completely foreign to me, since I learned about life from my parents, who respected me enough to treat me as an adult.
But that's how everyone in the world is. Information is miscommunicated and can lead to trouble. Its especially hard when the people you learn it from are immature and treat everything as stereotypes.
Rather than teaching me what the world accepted for me to do, my parents taught me to accept myself and go with what I choose.
I think this worked out because I went through the selfish stage rather quickly and early (whereas almost everyone I know still thinks about themselves all the time), and reached a mature mindset early.
The downside: I don't exactly belong to the party everyone in the world but me went to.
(I.e.,) I don't like what everyone else likes. I over-analyze everything. I often feel as if I don't belong, since everyone else thinks so differently than I do.
I don't "do" going over to each other's houses. I do not know why everyone is so intent on that. I am perfectly fine entertaining myself all summer and every fifteen hour road trip my father insists on going on. Therefore, I can't entertain company. Why can't everyone just entertain themselves?
I'll never know.
Think about it; who else condemned people for their beliefs?
Adolf Hitler, Osama bin Laden, etc...
Anything that's different. Pfft. Gone.
I know a lot of people who hate the Japanese because, quote, "they're buddists and will go to Hell becuase they don't believe in God," unquote.
Did you ever think that they think the same thing about you?
Everyone's point of view is the same. "My way is right. Anyone who opposes me must be punished."
Kiss and make up already! No one wants to be the bigger person, and what has happened because of that? Billions of innocent people that didn't do anything wrong: poof.
And guess what? Most of you reading this will dismiss me as a peace loving hippie who smokes meth and then gets these "realizations about life, maaaaaaa~n." No. I swear, if people actually listened to this, there'd be a lot less crap in this world, that's for sure.
I'm not saying I'm perfect, or my family's perfect. Hell, my family's pretty damn messed up the moment.
But we're moving along. We're listening to each other. And we're progressing back to normal. Rather than sticking up our noses at each other and splitting up the family, we're piecing it together.
Don't you think that we could all start doing that?
...
...
Wow. That felt good to get out.
I personally think that people these days are simply too controlling and sensitive... Nobody can let anything go anymore, and nobody can agree without some drama. Honestly, people need to learn to let things go and open their minds just the SMALLEST bit sometimes...
Nobody can let what they think go silent for five seconds, you know?
There's a difference between voicing your opinion, and shoving your beliefs down everyone's throats, therefore condemning everyone that doesn't share your opinion to burning in hell for the rest of their days (which leads to yet ANOTHER battle of beliefs that religion goes into).
People get overexcited with beliefs and automatically assume that anyone that thinks different than them is wrong and sick...
And apparantly doing that is really normal for people, which I don't understand at all, since my parents raised me to be open-minded and accepting. My parents even let me choose what religion what I wanted to be when I was very young, and are open to letting me change to whatever religion I want to now. They have always told me that they would support me all the way. They are open to me being gay or lesbian as well. They teach me what is needed to be taught, like life skills for surviving in this world and their own beliefs, but my leash is pretty much gone. They taught me anything I asked them about, rather than telling me to wait until I was old enough to know. They treat me as an adult. I am free to choose what I believe and want.
I have received a lot of benefits from this upbringing, I'll tell you now. A lot of people (trolls, I am WATCHING YOU!
) will say my parents are hippies. Frankly, I think they are too. But look at me now; I'm a thirteen year old straight A student (I haven't even gotten an A- yet!) who can speak more than one language, got the highest ISTEP scores in my school for Science and Language Arts, plans to be an author, and has been dubbed the one person to go to when you've got problems at my school by my peers. I matured faster mentally than my peers, and slid into puberty and resonsibility better than anyone I know. And no one helped me with any of it. I've gotten to where I am now with only my parents' support and assurance. "Mommy" didn't come in and volunteer for everything the school had to offer and help me with my homework every night.That's why I always found it weird when I made friends with kids with conservative parents who didn't know anything about the world; they were always incredibly sheltered. I even have a friend (my age) who didn't know about 9/11 until I told her last year, because her parents and family didn't let her hear any of it. (She told me that she wanted to throw a party on September eleventh, and I told her that was crazy. She didn't even know why.)
Everyone around me either learned about life from friends their age, who often got the facts wrong, or the internet. It was completely foreign to me, since I learned about life from my parents, who respected me enough to treat me as an adult.
But that's how everyone in the world is. Information is miscommunicated and can lead to trouble. Its especially hard when the people you learn it from are immature and treat everything as stereotypes.
Rather than teaching me what the world accepted for me to do, my parents taught me to accept myself and go with what I choose.
I think this worked out because I went through the selfish stage rather quickly and early (whereas almost everyone I know still thinks about themselves all the time), and reached a mature mindset early.
The downside: I don't exactly belong to the party everyone in the world but me went to.
(I.e.,) I don't like what everyone else likes. I over-analyze everything. I often feel as if I don't belong, since everyone else thinks so differently than I do.
I don't "do" going over to each other's houses. I do not know why everyone is so intent on that. I am perfectly fine entertaining myself all summer and every fifteen hour road trip my father insists on going on. Therefore, I can't entertain company. Why can't everyone just entertain themselves?
I'll never know.
Think about it; who else condemned people for their beliefs?
Adolf Hitler, Osama bin Laden, etc...
Anything that's different. Pfft. Gone.
I know a lot of people who hate the Japanese because, quote, "they're buddists and will go to Hell becuase they don't believe in God," unquote.
Did you ever think that they think the same thing about you?
Everyone's point of view is the same. "My way is right. Anyone who opposes me must be punished."
Kiss and make up already! No one wants to be the bigger person, and what has happened because of that? Billions of innocent people that didn't do anything wrong: poof.
And guess what? Most of you reading this will dismiss me as a peace loving hippie who smokes meth and then gets these "realizations about life, maaaaaaa~n." No. I swear, if people actually listened to this, there'd be a lot less crap in this world, that's for sure.
I'm not saying I'm perfect, or my family's perfect. Hell, my family's pretty damn messed up the moment.
But we're moving along. We're listening to each other. And we're progressing back to normal. Rather than sticking up our noses at each other and splitting up the family, we're piecing it together.
Don't you think that we could all start doing that?
...
...
Wow. That felt good to get out.
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Technology
2 min read
PITY PARTY STARTS AT THIS POINT: IF YOU WOULD NOT LIKE TO READ THIS, PLEASE SKIP AHEAD TO THE NEXT SUBTITLE!
Argh! That's f^@#ing it!
Technology has officially thrown me in a hole and left me to die.
And the hole is uncomfortable! There are no puppies down here to make everything better!
I'm going back to paper. I freaking mean it. I can't take technology anymore! This basically means I'm going on a major hiatus until my stupid scanner decides that it doesn't want to be thrown into a wall by me.
I know that I have no reputation on DeviantArt anyway, but i personally blame my computer for that. And my scanner. And my BROTHER. I swear, he just touches things and they break.
First, my scanner broke.
Then, my Windows Paint, which I hate to use anyway, won't open. At all.
Finally, I left my laptop charger in some hotel in downtown Cincinatti. (I blame myself for that one) Right now, I am writing from my brother's computer, since my laptop's battery was drained by my brother before I found out my charger was missing.
PITY PARTY ENDS HERE:
But enoooooough of the pity party! That makes me feel sad!
I'll be on hiatus for a while because of my scanner, but I've got some really good ideas for mangas and comic strips and blah blah blah *never ending succession of blahs*
I've been playing my Pokemon game a lot lately, and was inspired to draw a series of Pokemon misadventures! This will be in manga format, and follow the game's storyline.
The "Adventures of a Bleach Fangirl" series hasn't been abandoned, I assure you! From now on, that will be on paper as well! I'm hoping to put this in manga format too.
And ~Bleachfangurl, if you ever end up reading this... I AM SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT ON THE COMIC FOR YOUR FANFIC! That was finished on paper, and when I went to scan it... Well, in short, that's when the scanner broke. So sorry!
~artsygirl123
Argh! That's f^@#ing it!
Technology has officially thrown me in a hole and left me to die.
And the hole is uncomfortable! There are no puppies down here to make everything better!
I'm going back to paper. I freaking mean it. I can't take technology anymore! This basically means I'm going on a major hiatus until my stupid scanner decides that it doesn't want to be thrown into a wall by me.
I know that I have no reputation on DeviantArt anyway, but i personally blame my computer for that. And my scanner. And my BROTHER. I swear, he just touches things and they break.
First, my scanner broke.
Then, my Windows Paint, which I hate to use anyway, won't open. At all.
Finally, I left my laptop charger in some hotel in downtown Cincinatti. (I blame myself for that one) Right now, I am writing from my brother's computer, since my laptop's battery was drained by my brother before I found out my charger was missing.
PITY PARTY ENDS HERE:
But enoooooough of the pity party! That makes me feel sad!
I'll be on hiatus for a while because of my scanner, but I've got some really good ideas for mangas and comic strips and blah blah blah *never ending succession of blahs*
I've been playing my Pokemon game a lot lately, and was inspired to draw a series of Pokemon misadventures! This will be in manga format, and follow the game's storyline.
The "Adventures of a Bleach Fangirl" series hasn't been abandoned, I assure you! From now on, that will be on paper as well! I'm hoping to put this in manga format too.
And ~Bleachfangurl, if you ever end up reading this... I AM SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT ON THE COMIC FOR YOUR FANFIC! That was finished on paper, and when I went to scan it... Well, in short, that's when the scanner broke. So sorry!
~artsygirl123
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Just talking...
2 min read
I just realized the other day that people use DA's journal application to write down their thoughts... and I've been using it as sort of a newsletter... Wow. Oh well~! I'm just gonna keep using it as a newsletter for now, 'kay?
Whew! A lot has happened since about a week ago!
1.) I got my tablet!
I'm not as bad on it as I thought I was going to be...
2.) I downloaded the free trial for Paint Tool Sai!
I found that I wasn't the one making my drawings on my tablet look bad, it was the application I was drawing on! (Wow, I'm so out of the loop, that I sound out of it just talking about it) I've been using Paint, with its really bad graphics, which, as everyone in the world knew but me, made everything look bad. Once I started to use Paint Tool Sai, I found that I drew nearly as well as I do on paper! Thanks, Japan! X3
3.) Discovered some new drawing techniques!
This year has been a really good year for me. I've gotten about five times better than I was a year ago! Although, I still probably suck a lot...
4.) Finished my summer reading
...Okay. You guys are probably bored of hearing about my life that none of you will ever have the misfortune to be in, so I'll stop.
See y'all! (Ugh...)
~artsygirl123
Whew! A lot has happened since about a week ago!
1.) I got my tablet!
I'm not as bad on it as I thought I was going to be...
2.) I downloaded the free trial for Paint Tool Sai!
I found that I wasn't the one making my drawings on my tablet look bad, it was the application I was drawing on! (Wow, I'm so out of the loop, that I sound out of it just talking about it) I've been using Paint, with its really bad graphics, which, as everyone in the world knew but me, made everything look bad. Once I started to use Paint Tool Sai, I found that I drew nearly as well as I do on paper! Thanks, Japan! X3
3.) Discovered some new drawing techniques!
This year has been a really good year for me. I've gotten about five times better than I was a year ago! Although, I still probably suck a lot...
4.) Finished my summer reading
...Okay. You guys are probably bored of hearing about my life that none of you will ever have the misfortune to be in, so I'll stop.
See y'all! (Ugh...)
~artsygirl123
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